Inject the Cake

i surrender.

2009-03-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU IF YOU DON'T REALLY CARE

NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS IF THEY AREN'T REALLY THERE

NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOU'RE GONNA BREAK MY HEAAAAART!

NEVER SAY YOU ARE GOING TO, IF YOU NEVER PLAN TO STAAAART!

NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE

NEVER SAY HI if you really mean GOODBYE...

IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER

THEN SAY YOU WILL TRY.

I agreed with my self that I will post it here, yesss agreed with myself. I caught myself. hay ano labo ko.
Okay this is how it goes,

Yes I am in love, and yes I am letting go. Why? Umm personal reasons maybe. It's very difficult noh, seryoso. If you can keep up then chat with me (gianna.christia). I don't know exactly why I am doing this but I feel I should, unfinished business he didn't mind to finish I guess. Well it hurts ofcourse I never wanted this to happen. I am sure he'll be fine though not really sure if he'll be happy. what's better to be fine or to be happy?. A lot would say you should fight for what you love, demand what you're entitled to, pano pag nawalan ka na ng reasons para ipaglaban yun?. Pano pag di mo na kaya kasi nasasaktan ka pero alam mo naman kasing sakanya ka lang sasaya ano gagawin mo?. Syempre gusto mong mag "HOLD ON" pero san ka hohold on kung parang wala naman siyang pake. Hindi naman mahirap talaga kung tutuusin eh yun nga lang masakit. Loosing someone so close to you but somehow far. He would be very mad about this I guess or he'll just say to me "MAG DECIDE KANA" ano ba dapat ma feel ko dun? Malulungkot kasi parang ok lang kahit ano mangyare? hard nun ah. HAAAAAY. Minsan naman kasi sobrang Okay kami minsan extremes, we're not committed in any way but as far as I know may mutual understanding mas madami ang away yun ang alam ko, nakaka inis pero pag Okay kame masaya naman ako aaah?, Di ko siya matitiis kapag parang nagsosorry na siya I give in yun yung nakaka ewan eh. Parang HELLO! may pride ba ako?! Oo nga pala kilala mo kung sino ka. Masaya ako sayo pero bakit ka naman ganyam? weeeeh dramatic naman. HEHE. I don't see why I would believe with this line "Love,wins"
It's verrrryyyy confusing. HAHA:) what will I ever do with you?. I wouldn't be any happier if you just make me feel I exist in your world. HAHAAAAA am i getting emo?, maybe I should surrenderrrrrr. :(( but tell me what you feel, I should know, I think I should....

hmmmmm.

the usual

2009-03-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

Usual day, again I didn't go out to trip on or gimik lang. I miss my friends! awwwww;( I love them soooperrrr! I roll with the best eh?:) Okay so rollin' on. I'm bored I guess so. It's a boring summer day nothing special maybe some other day would be a good one. I forgot if I smiled when I woke up this morning I just remembered that I looked at the mirror then I went back to lying down dreaming of something I don't know. I was awaken by the footsteps of my sister entering my room. It was very odd I smelled the Dentistry Clinic way back in my hometown at Pampanga , weird indeed. Then I received a message from _ _ _ _ _ _ saying good morning aah not exactly though it made me smile. I called him yesternight I think I awaken him. He was soo sweet. DAMN:) . Then there I can't think of anything to do I can't even text anyone i'm too lazy to text so I'll wait for their messages to come. Anyway I want a summer job. I don't know why I just want haha. I don't wanna get stuck here. OOOOO I can't think of anything I'm fixing my blog just posted to add something for my blog. I'll post more later. I'll add free stuffs here, well trying still thinking of what to add. :) Suggestions?.

NEW MOON

2009-03-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

Yes, New Moon from Twilight Saga. I read it and I gotta agree it's the saddest among the three books,well yeah for me;) . It's really depressing when Edward was saying his goodbyes to Bella, then Bella just breaks down and felt weak.Well you'll really feel it if you're into it. right?:) I've seen trailers and good ones in YouTube where the movie is summarized. Bella is prettier in New Moon and Edward is still gorgeous than ever. I love the last part where Bella said

"Edward was here, with his arms around me. I could face anything as long as that was true. I squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate, with my destiny solidly at my side."

AWESOMEEEE!:) can't wait for the movie, long waiting JANUARY 2010. :| heheh;)

TRUTH/KATOTOHANAN

2009-03-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una. -bob ong.

-AGREE? agree, It's true you wouldn't love somebody else if you really love the first one, not all might agree with these but it's just an opinion right?:) may iba pa namang circumstances na magmamahal ka talaga ng iba dahil si una parang walang pakialam sayo, and that sucks, syempre naman noh kelangan mo ng taong mahal ka at may care sayo hindi yung kayo nga pero hindi naman niya pinaparamdam na mahal ka niya or kung may care ba siya sayo so yun magmamahal ka nga naman ng iba kung ganon. Pero opinyon parin yon right? hehehe.

here's another one na parang kagaya din sa opinyon ko.

A playful boyfriend is produced by a girlfriend who doesn't know how to trust.

An Unfaithful girlfriend is produced by a boyfriend who doesn't spend time with her.

If both are playing, it's a product of revenge and lack of trust

If both are faithful, it's a product of understanding and trusting each other.

(SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT!)

Oh NO!

2009-03-27T01:27:00.001-07:00

My Mom just said last night
"pwede kanang magkaboyfriend dahil sixteen kana, Pero hindi dapat mapabayaan studies mo". for people who aren't filipino and are gonna read this in english that's (YOU CAN NOW HAVE A BOYFRIEND SINCE YOU ARE SIXTEEN BUT YOUR STUDIES SHOULDN'T SUFFER") OHMYGOD. ahahaha. Galit pa siya nun,I forgot how she really said that but in my mind I was shocked, actually we were arguing with some personal reason. HAHA. totoo ba yung narinig ko?. oooooooooo. WAHAHAHAHAHA!:) wala lang;)

todayyy.

2009-03-27T01:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing special, I didn't go out or anything, stayed infront of the computer all day. Watched TV, yeah school is really OVERRR.(TOTALLY). SUMMER is here. Hello summer 09, may mangyayari kayang interesting kagaya ng summer 08 ko? hehe. I don't want to stay bored during the summer vacation. I don't know what to do. Any suggestions? swimming is ofcourse one thing to do so I won't get bored. Shall I take music lessons? i.e (violin,piano,guitar). I don't think I'll be good at that, since I really don't like to read musical NOTES. WHY? I don't know I guess I suck at reading Musical Notes. waheheh may magagawa ba ako?. I want to go to my hometown but unfortunately it's summer and super hot doon ayoko naman lalagkit lagkit ako dun though I know that I'll have a great time. I don't want to bore myself fixing my friendster,facebook and multiply account during my vacation not that I think that sucks but it's really boring sometimes. I'm lazy :-/ (boooohooo). I'm going crazy, save me . :-| owwww. hehe. tats all. bbye.

HELLO

2009-03-25T19:31:00.000-07:00

Welcome this is my new blog, I am Gianna:) drop by and read something about me. I'll share everything I know that I can share with you. *kiss. ;)